Day 265...it's been a long week

Oct 21

Well, I'm glad this week is over....it hasn't been bad, just long. I'm ready for some R&R with my family.

It looks like my Fridays are no longer going to be easy going, and I may be staying later on Thursdays and Fridays, at work. Boo. Oh well, that's good for the check.

I've been really agitated this week, for no good reason. At work today, I was super busy and I had to make an effort to calm myself down because I kept finding myself getting angry about being busy. That's silly! Busy is good (to a certain extent) because it means not bored and not out of work. Still though, I think what was making me angry about it, was that I would rather be putting all that time and effort into my family and I feel like I've been neglecting them all lately. I don't know that I actually am, but that's what I've been feeling like. It's really hard to work full time, and be wife and mom full time. I don't know how single mothers do it. I'm blessed to have such a wonderful husband and baby sitter to help me with Martyn. But if I were solely responsible for him, that would just be so hard.

Well, the week is over at least. Now it's time to relax.