Jun 1
June 1st already, what the heck?
Today dragged. I woke up and just knew it was going to be a day like this. Not bad exactly, I just had no energy whatsoever, and it was pretty slow for me at work. The day just dragged.
I found myself really missing my fellows, and just wanting to crawl back into bed with both of them and snuggle up, and go back to sleep. I also woke up thinking it was Thursday, when it was actually Wednesday...boo!
Oh well though, it wasn't so bad. It's probably good that it was slow at work, because I really didn't have any energy, or brain power for it to be busy. The thought occurred to me, that this is kind of what I felt like when I was first pregnant with Martyn. I'm not pregnant, but it kind of got me thinking....I want to be pregnant again. I mean, I want to wait, but I'm looking forward to being pregnant again. I'm looking forward to it being a new experience, different from my first pregnancy, but hopefully similar in that it was great.
I had told Eli I didn't want to get pregnant again until Martyn was about 18 months old or so....what if I got pregnant when Martyn is younger than that though? The only thing that gives me pause on that idea is that I will still be nursing/breast feeding Martyn until he's at least a year old, maybe longer. If I get pregnant before I'm ready to ween him, then I'll have to be pregnant and breast feeding at the same time, and that's hard on the body.
I know I've been over this before. I'll leave it at that for now.
Eli was very cranky and tired when I got home tonight. He had been expecting to get a nap in during the day, but Martyn just wasn't allowing for that I guess. He went and took a little nap when I took the baby, and Martyn and I just snuggled in the chair for a bit. That's the best part of the day, is coming home and snuggling with one or both of my fellows..."fellers" as my mom would say (which brings a smile to my face.)
Martyn is just getting so big. I see him everyday, and it's shocking to me how different he looks in the morning, just from the night before. Apparently a good night's sleep does a body good, because I swear the boy grew an inch in his sleep, ha!
When I picked him up from Janelle's on Tuesday, she said he was sitting up really well by himself. He is too. I mean, he still needs a bit of help, and can't do it for a long period of time, but he can sit up on his own. If he starts to topple, he will put his arm out for balance. She said her baby was laying on the floor on her belly, and she and Martyn made eye contact, and smiled at each other....just the cutest thing.
I like that.
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